I feel like I’m losing it. Like I was going along fine and then I was derailed by the time of year or a guy that made me think a little deeper about life instead of just going through the motions. For the past two weeks I’ve cried just about everyday about you and how it’s almost been a full year since your passing and even though so much else has changed for the better I’m still way more lost than ever. I miss you and just need to get through this dreaded winter. I will always love you.